HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN 04/29

I made this the day before after school and like I made extras for my friends. I gave it to most of them, then after 1st period, I have to give my other friend the cupcakes and there was too much wind. So like the cupcakes flip and the frosting was so weird. Well this is how it suppose to loook, sorry vivian<3

Poker nails

I tried to do my nails like this

For my buttday, I want...

Happiness

If you really love someone, you let their happiness comes before your own.

What a true friend is ?

When you care about someone, even at the point where they don't even know you exist; you're a true friend if you always let them crawl back to you.

Marilyn Monore's quote

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe

Continuously

It happened before & it's all connected.

Why cry about it when it's just gonna happen again?

 Maybe it's time for me to accept the fact 

that I'm just invisible to you.

4/20

I hate how people assume that I'm gonna do shiet today just cause its 4/20. I already told them that im tryna quit and that I have a future ahead of me. It's like they are looking down on me and that they don't really know me.

I used to be

I used to live behind

my anger and shame

But now I am using my time

wisely to be done with all this irritating pain

I used to cry 

over silly things like guys

But now I am keeping my head up high

and trying to let my tears stay dry

I used to care about what people say

and what they think of me

But now I am not letting it get in my way

and letting their opinions be

I used to be those people that have no trust in themselves

and always depend on their friends&lovers

But now I am confident in myself

and able to think and act for me, not others

 I used to think having conflicts in life isn't the finest

and that life is all about fun&games

But now I am living life to the fullest

and learning new lessons even if they are lame

written by: Cindy Pham 

Mrs. Battaglia's assignment 05/13/09

Our friendship

Remember when we used to talk on the phone everyday

and we promised each other to never go away ?

Remember when I went with you through your ups&downs?

Now I realized everything I did for you was for nothing.

Sometimes I start to wish that we never met

, so things wouldn't be like this, I bet

Our friendship became nothing more, but memories

Memories that taught me a lesson,

memories that forced my mind to inquire questions.

You taught me to always be positive

and never to be negative.

You told me you would never leave

Finally I see and believe

that you used to be the reason why I woke up smiling

Now you're the only reason why I'm crying

Lyric Poem written by: Cindy Pham

Mr's Battaglia's assignment, 05/25/09

Remember when we couldn't wait to grow up ?

As we grow up;  

your best friend becomes your worst enemy.  

lollipops turn into cigarettes. 

the innocent ones turn into sluts. home work goes in the trash.

cellphones are being used in class. detention becomes suspension. 

soda becomes vodka. kisses turn into sex. 

remember 

when getting high meant swinging on the playground? 

when protection meant wearing a helmet? 

when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? 

papa's shoulders were the highest place on earth and mama was your hero? 

your worst enemies were your siblings, 

race issues were about who ran the fastest. 

war was only a card game; the only drug you knew was cough medicine. 

wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut. 

the only things that hurt you were skinned knees and; 

goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? 

remember when we couldn't wait to grow up?

-written by: Cambria Fallon Santiago 

I'm done

I tried to make us like before

, but it will never ever happen again.

I'm done and this time it's for sure.

No coming back at all.

Tiring day

Started with $120. West mall w/ Vivian & Kelly. When we were about to leave, I called up Christine and ask where she was. So, I told Kelly to drop me off at Walmart. David dropped me & Christine off at home. In like an hour or so, he drop us off @ bellaterra, so we can pick up tram. After that, David drop us off at Hope Chapel to go to Christine's youth group. David was lagging it, so Christine ask Megan to drive us to Tram's house. Next, David pick us up, drove us to jack-in-the-box. Finally, he drove me home. Ended with $53.

"Keep people that love you or care about you cause they'll keep you going in the future"
^ learned it in youth group

out w/ BestMotherFuckenFriendForLife

V o l c a n o T e a <3

Then we went to get a haircut together for the first time, aha;D It was so fun when we we're jsut looking at the pictures on the wall and Larry, our hairstylist, was staring at us when we turned around. And that time when I suggested you get a mo hawk(sexy khadinh.) We laugh at the same thingsXD It was weird how my aunt saw me and gave me $60, but I complain so she gave me $40. We left the hair salon without paying for our haircut cause my aunt offer to pay for both. We only paid for tip. Then we took photostickers and I called up Vivian to see where she was. And she was nearby, so I told her to come to burgerking to see me.She likes our haircut and I told her to drive us to target.We we're in target for like 30-40 mins and my mom came by to pick us up. We went to the supermarket and we did crazy things in there. The workers thought we we're sisters or some shiet. Haha, my mom called us crazy. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ! ^____________^You're the type of person that I can have fun with in the asian supermarket. <3

These are some reasons why I can call you my BMFFFL !