Unforgettable

I tried to not think of the old days, I tried not to think of "us", I tried not to think of you. It seems like one day, we were okay, the next day, we just acted like we don't even know each other. It's just so different now. You & I not talking, we can't even look at each other in the eye. Sadly, we don't even look at each other. (Well, that's what I think..) It's funny if you think about it. How can you believe this one person's words when you heard it many times before and you thought that one person wouldn't lie to you ? I never really realized that people can change very fast, I thought it would take a couple of months, but I guess it can take a couple of days. I remember what you had said, I remember it all. I want the old you back or I don't want you back at all. If you chose to come back, I wouldn't accept the invitation. Even if your initials are carved in my skin, I'll always be carving it out.

"It's time to start new, without you."

Thanksgiving

Kha-Dinh Tran- I am thankful for you because you been there when I'm crying my tears out. You handle me at my worst and you handle me at my best. We been BMFFFL ever since 2001.
Diamond Le- I am thankful for you because no matter how many arguments we get in, we still remain sisters. I love how you're cute in every way there is and you can put a smile on my face in a few seconds. Also, I love how we share the same thoughts & opinions.

Kathy Nguyen- I am thankful for you because we have problems that are similar and you understand me more than some people. I love how your laughter makes me laugh and I love how you act like an idiot. Also whenever you have problems, you always come to me.

Tiffany Nguyen- I am thankful for you because you are such a great daughter. We never really got in an argument and I love how we can still be close even if we don't talk or see each other that often. I love how you always compliment me.

Hung Trinh- I am thankful for you because you are my daddy. We been close every since 7th grade, we might have drifted apart at times, but I know that you'll always be there for me. I love how you think I'm a funny person.
Jonabang Aranda- I am thankful for you because you are like my close MEXICAN friend. It's funny how you come to my house sometimes when you are bored. I love how we get in arguments over little things

Christine Tran- I am thankful for you because I can tell you most things, you don't really understand, but at least you try. We been through a lot ever since 3rd grade. I love your whiteness.

Jawn Nguyen- I am thankful for you because you're just an older brother to me. You are funny in every way there is. I love how whenever I'm crying, you sing to me. You are my favorite uncle.

Quyen Le- I am thankful for you because you want to bitch at everyone who messes with me. I love how you are the strangest person that I've ever met. I love your strange uniqueness.

Elen Tu- I am thankful for you because we look alike even though I am the opposite of you. Your birthday is one day before mines. I love how you are an inspiration to me and that you are my sister.

Kathy Le- I am thankful for you because you understand me when I talk about those bitches/faggets. Even though I might be wrong sometimes, you still take my side.

Annie Vu- I am thankful for you because you're my "boyfriend." I love how we enjoy making fun of Quyen

Angelica Song- I am thankful for you because I'm glad I still have you in my life and you're there for me.

Lanni Chu- I am thankful for you because you are always available to listen to my corrupted life. I love how we sometimes think the same. Also, I love when you call me "Cooney" and I call you "Looney."

Tram Pham- I am thankful for you because you never gave up on me. I seem to be in your mind everyday and you worry about me 24/7. I love how we share poems and give opinions about it.

Natalie Nguyen- I am thankful for you because you have the biggest boobs ever. You are now considered my bartender because you made khadinh & i drinks yesterday. I love how crazy you are.

Victoria Ta- I am thankful for you because we are considered close even though we don't talk much..

Jason Nguyen- I am thankful for you because you taught me so much.

"Wherever we are as long as we are together, its called home" - 2012

I can't tell you why

I can't tell you why;

when you came into my life,

I knew you wouldn't cut me like a knife

I can't tell you why;

when you left without an explanation,

my mind began to go through a stage of hesitation

I can't tell you why;

gravity is pulling me down toward you

And I can't tell you why;

my heart only settles for you.

All I know is,

you used to be the reason why,

I wake up smiling

Now you're the only reason why,

inside of me is crying

What's good with you ?

Whenever I say "I love you", you don't considered it love. It hurts to see you push me away. You said that you aren't pushing me away. If that's not it, then what else could it be ? I once told someone that I would change for you, I am still trying to change into a better person. That person thought it was sweet; it's not sweet, it just shows how much you are a motivation to me. I think that I love you too much to let you go. Memories is all I have left of you and I. Every moment with you was the best minutes of my life. It didn't matter how long or how short it was, I cherish every bit of it. Everything I said was the truth, but you take it as if it was a lie. You said that you wouldn't leave me, but I know that you are slowly drifting away from me.

Maybe one day you will come to realized how much you meant to me.

They say I'm spoiled and get whatever I want, but how come I didn't get you ? -Cindyyxbabii

A Little Space

You seem different today. I don't know what is bothering you or did something else happen ? All I know is that I just completely despise it. Why ? It's because it's making you ignore me or some shiet. I tell you almost everything and you don't even tell me anything. I wanna lend a hand to you, but how can I do so when you don't even hesitate to speak to me ? You talk to your friends, but you don't talk to me. That just makes it clear to me that it's something I did. I don't even know what I did, but it's obvious to me that I hurt you in "some way." i told you before that I don't usually tend to say "sorry", but I guess you are right, you can make me say sorry. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for what I did or what I said to hurt you. It's funny how you ask me "are you okay ?" How can you ask me that when I know that you aren't okay ? I'll be okay when you are okay. But seriously, what is up with you today ?  Maybe you need a little space. You'll have your space and I'll have my space. 

Love doesn't always have to be complicated. 

"Baby I just need a little space, a little break from you today. Now I don't want you to go away
, but just for today"- Ne-Yo [A Little Space]

Straight-forward

Let's see, you are talking shiet about me with one of my best friend. Are you okay ? Do you have a brain ? Anyways, you said "cindy is not a straight-forward person and i don't wanna be close to her anymore." LOL, I admit I'm not straight-forward all the times. You're talking shiet on me, so you aren't straight-forward yourself. Dude, we don't even talk anymore. You act like you know me so well, but the truth is you don't. 

"Get your facts straight." 

- DL, Chim, and CP

Anyways back to talking on the phone with Diamond & Darren. [FUN TIME] 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !

My daddy is like my everything. Even though, I don't see him often, we still have contact. He is like one of my best friend, I can tell him anything. He's one of those cooool daddy. Whenever I cry, I always tell him what's wrong and he is there to make me feel better. He spoils me; I'm like his little princess. There are many wonderful things about him, but I can't name them all. I'm sorry for all the times that I might have been a bitch to you and the times where you have to suffer to hear about my corrupted life. I love him a lot. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he makes me cry, therefore, he's my daddy.

 I just have to let you know how much I appreciate you.

My L.O.V.E

Every time you say "i love you",

you make me speechless

and every time you hug me, boo

you leave me breathless

All the feelings you have for me, I truly understand

and I hope it doesn't come to an end

Give us a chance

Close your eyes and hold on tight

I'll grab your hand

We'll get through stormy weathers & sleepless nights

There's a reason why I can call you mine

and there's a reason why I can't leave you behind

"Some people say I shouldn't be be with you because you don't deserve me. They say that I shouldn't believe, but they don't understand that baby with you; that every single day is brand new, And I ain't going nowhere;

I'm staying right here."- Taio Cruz [Ay ay ay]