I'm sorry

There's so much to tell you

, but I don't know if you wanna hear it

You don't understand

and you don't know how much you words hurt

You said that you didn't drop me

, but it feels like you did

I'm crying so much and don't know when to stop

Unconditional

Even if you don't noticed when we're drifting away and other people & I noticed, you're always gonna be close by heart. Plus, I'm always gonna love you unconditionally.

My cutie QuyenLe

Terrible Day

Got $80 jack at school.

Fucken bitches, imma get back at you !

YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS CAUSE I HAVE MONEY AND YOU DON'T , SO YOU HAVE TO TAKE MY MONEY

Grandpa almost die right in front of my eyes

STAY STRONG GRANDPA !

Before we drift apart

It feels like we're starting to slowly drift apart from each other. I know we say a lot, we say that nothing can compare to our friendship and shiet like that. But look now, where do we both stand in this friendship ? I don't say shiet and I hide it because I don't think that you care. You might say that you care, but I think that actions speak louder than words. We don't even have time alone. We don't have them long-lasting phone calls. At least we should have some hanging out time. But I don't think it will happen, we only have school together.

I can only try to cherish what's left.

If I could change 3 things

1. My parents would get back together

     I probably wouldn't have had so much freedom.

     Probably I wouldn't have be standing here in this position. 

     Maybe would have took school a lil bit more seriously.

     Also, I could have been a better person. 

2. Shouldn't have took people for granted

     Probably would treated people better & appreciate them.

     Woulda have listen more & not leave people hanging.

3. Should have stayed straight-edge

     Never would have disappoint my close ones.

     Never would have start craving

     Never would have spend money on them

Maybe there's a way to turn back ?

Using less

Im tryna use less

for those who care & worry for me.

I may not tell you what I'm doing to kill myself

, but I think you should know by now.

You may be disappointed, but it should be for the obvious.

Imma cut down on smoking & rolling.

I'll only do those stuff once in awhile, yeah ?

Thanks for understanding.

Plus I promise someone that I'll only do it around them

& I promised some people to that imma cut down

"Feeding your addiction is your choice."

What family is ?

Hung Trinh, my #1 homeboy: I love him to the fullest. My daddy.

We never made each other mad/piss each other off.

Yesterday was the first time, I ever cried for/about him.

People say that if we don't argue, then when we argue 

and hold grudges. But trust me, it aint gonna be like that.

We can change that.

Diamond Le, my #1 little sister. My twin, my other half.

Been through thick&thin, through tears&laughters.

BabySis, I promise to not fight a lot anymore.

Vinh Trinh, my big bro. We recently became big bro&lil sis.

It all started when I rolled and I told you that you're my homeboy.

After that, I'm like "even though we make fun of each other, we are still close"

Rodney Le, my other big bro. We also recently became big bro&lil sis.

Started when Hung told you to take care of Diamond.

RODNEY/VINH: We're all family now !

Ride with me ? All the way

Getting Hooked

Accidents in Life

"There are no accidents in life--that people come in your circle because you have something to learn from them."

[Viola in Reel Life](85)

 

diamond is the daayum ass bomb

Gucci & Chanel

Yesterday, my daddy brought 2 puppies, but my mom wouldn't let me keep them. She wouldn't even let me keep one. cause she is scared of puppies/dogs. Anyways, I hate people who sell their dogs cause the dogs are so innocent afraid & cute.

v My daddy holding Gucci & Chanel

  ^Gucci (innocent) & Chanel (playful)

^Gucci & I staring at each other before I let her go

^My little Gucci, baby

"No matter how far you are, you'll always be close to me by heart."